A Faded Story in the Sand

I may have tried a little too hard.

I may have tried a little too hard to love you.

I may have tried a little too hard to please you.

I may have tried a little too hard to take care of you.

I may have tried a little too hard to make you stay.

Perhaps it is all because.

Perhaps it is all because no matter how much you love me, I still love you more.

Perhaps it is all because your happiness means so much more to me than my pain.

Perhaps it is because your comfort comes before any of my needs.

Perhaps it is because your presence is more important to me than the whole world’s absence.

But please know.

But please know that I will never ask you to love me any other way.

But please know that I will never ask you to be responsible for my happiness.

But please know that I will never ask you to conform to my norms.

But please know that I will never hate you for leaving.

Above all,

Please never forget that..

Despite the pain that wrecked my sanity,

Still, I will never blame you for not choosing me.

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